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Name: Natalie
Birthday: 1/2/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Gaming, Computers, RPGs, Art, Programming, Japanese Language
Expertise: Japanese Language! Though I've still got a ways to go. That and comforting people..
Occupation: Administrative
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/23/2006
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| A quote from an enneagram friend of mine when I told him I had strong six traits:
"Uh, lessee. You're very loyal. That's also a 1 trait because if you're to love people, you want to do it RIGHT. And be properly committed to them. And you can see the good in everyone no matter what they've done to you. You do not suddenly and overtly blow up at people who have betrayed you. It takes a long time and serious proof for you to accept it, you don't use anger at being betrayed as a tool to defend yourself. You worry. But just not to any sort of 6 extent. 6s don't feel confident about ANYTHING. NOTHING. AT ALL. They question everything about themselves, which is why they need powerful systems to set them straight. You don't. You work things out best listening to your own heart, alone, when no one else is there to lead you astray. This is like, the opposite of 6. The main thing I see is that you have serious difficulty giving up on anyone. But not the way a 6 does, okay? XD It's more a 2w1 thing, it's not the same. You start to become less and less comfortable in a failing relationship but you still try desperately to do your part. You only get passive-aggressive and vindictive when it starts to hurt you. And that's a 2 quality. And a 1 quality a little I think too. That just happens to be stronger in 6s, much stronger. Suddenly you'd just snap and where once you were for someone you're now utterly and completely against them until they stop. It's scary, my brother's definitely done that. He is ALWAYS decidedly on a SIDE. That's another thing. You don't take sides. Sixes DO. Yeah, you want to be secure in your life, but so does everyone. Everyone needs security. No one wants chaos in their lives. Except maybe 7s and 8s fine. XD But you do the OPPOSITE of what 6s do. If there's a problem you're far more likely to deny it or try to work out how to solve it best than leap up and attempt to fix it RIGHT NOW WITH NINJA FIGHTING ACTION like a 6 does. So no, I actually don't think you have that many 6 traits. XD 1 traits and 6 traits can be very hard to tell apart, and I think that's what's going on here. XD;;"
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| The more you love someone,
The more you want to kill eem.
The more you love someone,
The more he make you cry
Though you are try
For making peace
With them and loving,
Thatfs why you love so strong
You like to make him die!
The more you love someone,
The more he make you crazy.
The more you love someone,
The more you wishing him dead!
Sometime you look at him
And only see fat and lazy,
And wanting baseball bat
For hitting him on his head!
Love
And hate
They like two brothers
Who go on a date
Where one of them goes,
Other one follows
You inviting love
He also bringing sorrows
The more you love someone,
The more you want to kill eem.
Loving and killing
Fit like hand in glove!
So if there someone
You are wanting so
To kill eem.
You go and find him.
And you get him.
And you no kill him.
eCause chances good
He is your love. | | |
| For attractive lips, speak words of kindness...
For lovely eyes, seekout the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People,
even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,
and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older,
you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
- Audrey Hepburn
This makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. It's a rare thing that makes me happy to be a two.
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| Tch. Of course nobody cares. Out of sight, out of mind.
But then, why do I care that people care? Isn't that a 'fuck them' situation?
I can't let go of friendships, whether they fade or are severed. Why is that? Why are my hostility antennae so long and sensitive?
Why am I not posting this on a journal that people read? Is it because I'm afraid of them? Is it because, despite my longing and my angry insistence of putting this on a public forum where anyone could see it, I am still too afraid of offending people and severing the few alliances I have left to put it on a public forum for everyone to see?
It's like doing graffiti in a bathroom stall. People may see it, random people passing through, in and out. Maybe one or two will understand. But it's a sense of tucked-away publicity, a tiny internal act of defiance to know that I've splashed my words on a public canvas...but...you know...not one that's out there or anything. It's like my own private public.
Anyway.
Won't be visiting for a while. | | |
| I just had to express the glee I'm feeling right now.
Except for this. This makes Essex sad.
Toaster
You scored -20 Evil Points and 70 Smart Points |
| You're a toaster, you can make....TOAST!!! Doesn't even seem like a robot does it? If I was you, I would go back and retake the test, and this time don't skip any questions. |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 14% on Evilness |
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You scored higher than 85% on Intel | |
That is all. :D
"A toaster...? ...I'm a ...toaster?" | | |
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